Hey guys,
Everyone knows the feeling of having something you can't get off your mind right? You know; the thing that keeps you up till 3 am. and can't seem to come to a resolve or a point where you feel better. I get that feeling all the time.... Lots and lots of late nights and early mornings lately. I have struggled my whole life with "severe control freak syndrome". And I am just terrible at letting go and admitting I don't always have control of everything. It's tough. Everyone wants their life to turn out a certain way. Who wants to admit or acknowledge that Gods plan and your plan don't quite fit together? I sit up all night and try to figure out how to make Gods plan fit in with mine. I forget sometimes like I am sure we all do, that I don't always see the big picture and I am so blessed to have someone who does. I forget that God loves me and wants me to be happy! His plan doesn't always make sense to me, and sometimes it makes me just plain mad. But life has proven time and time again that when I do my own thing my life tends to get messy. But when I do what God wants me to do I always end up happy. Plus it makes it easier to find him and get his help the next time I get a little mixed up. So maybe try something new, give Him the reigns and go to bed on time.